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It's been 3 years since I last posted anything here. That's something.

Why am I even writing this at this point is a wonder, but perhaps in hopes that those who believed in me and my art will still be around to read it.

Ever since my dad passed away my life turned into something worse than I ever imagined I would live through. I hated all my jobs, starved because we, without my dad's financial support, don't earn enough to pay all the bills and buy food. I lost almost all of my friends because I stopped being that person who had money to arrange dinners/to go out to drink a coffee. There's just no joy anymore, on anything that I do, really.

I hoped that someday, I'd get a decent job that would lead me to a peaceful life. That would've been enough, really. But what I got instead was the return of a rare disease on my liver that will get me killed in the next months/years. There's no treatment for it, only attempts of one, which means I'm being treated like a guinea pig, in and out of the hospital every single day.

But, I'm not making this journal to complain about my situation. No, not at all. I'm making this journal so that, when someone stumbles against my art for some random reason, they'll know that I'm no longer using deviantart, so that there's no point to follow me or anything.

Am I still drawing? Yes, I am, for myself only for the time being. 
Will I ever upload any art here? No, I won't.

I'm actually working in a rpgmaker game with my boyfriend, and perhaps that will be the last thing I'll make, considering how much pain I feel thanks to my disease. Only time will tell how my life will go. 
But even then, I will not post it here. Truth to be told, even among the support, I had my fair share of rude people and comments that I just want to get rid off.

Deviantart was a good experience thanks to some of the nice people I met here, but it just ends there. The rest was painful to go through and, as such, I'm ending my deviantart memories with this post.

Thank you to everyone who took their time to compliment my art and talk with me. I will never forget the kindness I received from you.

Goodbye, Deviantart.
  • Listening to: Drakengard 3's Final Song

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Sousei-Seki
Shinobu
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Portugal
*makes robotic voice*

I'm Sousei-Seki and I go by tons of names like Shinobu (twinsie name with my lovely sis), Lily, Eri and whatever else, so call me what suits your fancy. I suck at linearts and painting, so I mostly draw with a pencil. When drawing in the pc, I draw with my mouse. I love music, anime and games. I am addicted to bunnies, sheeps and penguins. Can't resist to striped clothes, purple, black, random polls, coolness, her favourite bishies, tsunderes and food. I also like to write and break my characters until they can't stop crying.

Oh, I like rainbows and ice cream too~

And I'm really lazy. So I am too lazy to get up and shake your hand right now. Nice to meet you though.

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It's been 3 years since I last posted anything here. That's something.

Why am I even writing this at this point is a wonder, but perhaps in hopes that those who believed in me and my art will still be around to read it.

Ever since my dad passed away my life turned into something worse than I ever imagined I would live through. I hated all my jobs, starved because we, without my dad's financial support, don't earn enough to pay all the bills and buy food. I lost almost all of my friends because I stopped being that person who had money to arrange dinners/to go out to drink a coffee. There's just no joy anymore, on anything that I do, really.

I hoped that someday, I'd get a decent job that would lead me to a peaceful life. That would've been enough, really. But what I got instead was the return of a rare disease on my liver that will get me killed in the next months/years. There's no treatment for it, only attempts of one, which means I'm being treated like a guinea pig, in and out of the hospital every single day.

But, I'm not making this journal to complain about my situation. No, not at all. I'm making this journal so that, when someone stumbles against my art for some random reason, they'll know that I'm no longer using deviantart, so that there's no point to follow me or anything.

Am I still drawing? Yes, I am, for myself only for the time being. 
Will I ever upload any art here? No, I won't.

I'm actually working in a rpgmaker game with my boyfriend, and perhaps that will be the last thing I'll make, considering how much pain I feel thanks to my disease. Only time will tell how my life will go. 
But even then, I will not post it here. Truth to be told, even among the support, I had my fair share of rude people and comments that I just want to get rid off.

Deviantart was a good experience thanks to some of the nice people I met here, but it just ends there. The rest was painful to go through and, as such, I'm ending my deviantart memories with this post.

Thank you to everyone who took their time to compliment my art and talk with me. I will never forget the kindness I received from you.

Goodbye, Deviantart.
  • Listening to: Drakengard 3's Final Song

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kahchan13 Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2013  Student General Artist
Parabéns! *uuu*
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Sousei-Seki Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh hey, obrigada! *u*
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kahchan13 Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2013  Student General Artist
De nada! :heart: :3
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Cat-sama Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter
Thanks for the fave! Have a llama!
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Terrterr Featured By Owner Jan 5, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch~ :iconcute-plz:
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Sousei-Seki Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
No prob~ your art is adorbs :>
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usagiprincess Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Really thanks for the fave!!! :iconaawwplz:
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Sousei-Seki Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aw man, I'm such a nab I've only noticed this now. ;a;
It's k, your Kobato is adorable :heart::heart: and Happy New Year~ :3
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namesAsh Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav :D
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Sousei-Seki Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Np C:
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